歌手：Billie Eilish
所属专辑：Happier Than Ever
发行时间：2021-07-30
发行公司： Darkroom/Interscope Records
歌词：
Home alone
独自一人居家
Trying not to eat
试着不去进食
Distract myself with pornography
用情色文学分散我的注意
I hate the way she looks at me
讨厌屏幕中的她 突然那样看向我
I can't stand the dialogue
无法忍受这些冗长的对话
She would never be
她永远不会
That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
获得那份欢愉 它不过仅存在于男性们的幻想中
I'm going back to therapy
我要继续接受心理医生的治疗了
'Cause I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how
无论曾经还是现在 我都深爱着你 可现在我却不知道该做些什么
Guess it's hard to know
我猜兴许这很难去理解
When nobody else comes around
当无人再来到你的身侧
If I'm getting over you
倘若某一天我将你抛之脑后
Or just pretending to
或只是强装着
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
自己安然无恙 再说服自己我厌恨你
I got a call from a girl I used to know
一位曾与我要好的女孩致电于我
We were inseparable years ago
多年前 我们每日形影不离
Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
曾以为友谊天长地久 但事实并非如此
And it's all I think about
这便我所冥思苦想的一切
When I'm behind the wheel
当我驾驶着车辆行驶在路上时
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
我害怕这份感觉会时常浮现
But nothing lasts, I know the deal
但我明白 没有什么能得以永存
But I loved you then and I love you now and I don't know how
无论曾经还是现在 我都深爱着你 可现在我却不知道该做些什么
Guess it's hard to know
我猜兴许这很难去理解
When nobody else comes around
当无人再来到你的身侧
If I'm getting over you
倘若某一天我将你抛之脑后
Or just pretending to
或只是强装着
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
自己安然无恙 再说服自己我厌恨你
Can't get over you
无法将你从脑海中抹去
No matter what I do
无论我付出怎样的努力
I know I should but I could never hate you
我明知道自己应该去厌恨你 可我却无法做到
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