Ed Sheeran - F64[SBTV]（MKV-180M）

歌手：Ed Sheeran
所属专辑：F64
发行时间：2023-01-19
发行公司： 华纳音乐

Ed Sheeran为已故挚友Jamal Edwards创作的单曲F64发行，Ed Sheeran用64小节的内容回忆和悼念Jamal。

Jamal 在2006年仅18岁时创立了 SBTV，成为最早一代在 Youtube 记录英国地下 Urban 音乐的平台之一，彻底改变了英国地下音乐历史。Ed Sheeran早期也长时间活跃于 SBTV 频道，以吉他伴奏的快速演唱风格走向主流视野，并逐步成为世界流行巨星。

歌词：

Yo Jam, this is a letter to you
呦 詹姆 这是给你的一封信
It's been a while, but it's been hard for me to get in the booth
已过许久 但我一直难以进入录音棚
And since we last spoke, I've become a father of two
上次交谈时 我还没成为两个孩子的父亲
Trying to live life with a smile but that's been harder to do
试着面带微笑地生活 但这更加困难
‘Cause all I wanna do is talk about you
因为我所想的 只有谈论你
But these tears won't let me talk about you
但这些眼泪 却将我阻止
We should've known that we'd be lost without you
我们早该明白 失去了你 我们将迷失
Therapy sessions, digging deep in depression
治疗课程 深度挖掘出抑郁的原因
I got a life full of blessings, but this just breaks my ****ing heart
我的生活中满是福分 但这仍使我心碎不已
At your birthday, couldn't even crack a smile
在你生日的时候 甚至都无法挤出一抹微笑
I just cried and left the party, Neesh, I'll see you in a while
我只是哭着离开了派对 尼什 咱们待会儿见
Headed to the mural, got some jerk wings and plantain
走向壁画 拿了一些碳烤鸡翅 还有香蕉
‘Cause that is the way that me and you would celebrate it
因为这便为 你我庆祝的方式
I never knew you touched the stuff, ‘cause you'd always bad me up
我未曾知晓你有碰这种东西 因为你总是使我恼怒
You saw me more than drunk, you always hated what it does
你见我比从前更醉 你总是讨厌酒精
Before Lyra I just stopped, I haven't even wanted one
在莱拉前 我刚停下 我还没想来一个
I can't get over, this is ****ed, man I wished I'd known
我无法忍受 这太过糟糕 哥们 我希望我能早点知道
And yo, we cried for nine nights in your family home
还有 哟 我们在你家门前 哭了整整九个晚上
Laid you to rest in the ground but without a stone
将你埋葬于地底 以便你能安息 但并未竖碑
You know it hits me most at moments, now when I'm alone
你知道 有时它最能打动我 如今当我孤身一人
Every morning, I remember that you're really gone
每天清晨 都会想起 你已真的与世长辞
‘Cause it's been a long night and I cry ‘cause I miss my brother
因为这是个漫长的夜 我啜泣不止 因我想念我的好兄弟
You know for life, got your sis and mother
你一生中未曾忘记 世上还有你的姐姐和妈妈
And day and night, it still hits that you're gone
每日每夜 我无时无刻 未曾忘记 你的离去
And right now, I'm spilling tears in my cup
而此刻 我正将泪水 挥洒于杯中
You left the world before you met Jupiter
在你遇见朱庇特前 便已离开了这个世界
Wish you'd have known, you would be godfather
祈望你能知晓 你能够成为教父
You would've loved loving my little girls
你也许会 爱着我的小女儿们
If not for them, I'd be done with the world
倘若不是因为她们 那将会对这世界 感到绝望
Was there two hours after you passed
在你离世两个小时后 我赶到了现场
Speeding east to west, silent in the back of the car
从东向西 加速飞驰 在后座的我缄默不语
Was at your mum's, there all week, trying to make sense but I can't
整一周都在你妈妈家 试图搞清状况 可我无法接受这一事实
And although it's been a year, still feel the pain in my heart
虽已过去一年 但我仍能感受到 内心的苦痛
‘Cause you were there from the start
因为你从开始 就与我相识
The day we met, yeah I moved in and we were never apart
我们相遇的那天 我搬了进来 我们形影不离
People assumed that we were lovers but we're brothers in arms
众人觉得我们是恋人关系 而我们只是手足情深
Symbiotic bond of love and gave each other a chance, my god
用爱包裹的共生纽带 给了彼此一个机会 我的天啊
Ah
啊
**** sake, lately I've been crying so much, my lungs ache
真是悲痛不已 最近我痛哭流涕 肺部也因此刺痛
Teardrops all over my shirt like blood stains
泪珠洒满我的衬衫 就如同血迹
And I know to heal a heart, it must break
我也明白 接下来得治愈一颗心 而这必将破裂
But I'm done praying
但我已虔诚祈祷
They gave me a shovel at your burial and
他们在你的葬礼上 给了我一把铁铲
Watching you get lowered is something I can't forget at all
眼看着你被放安放于地底 是我难以忘怀的事情
And people find and stop me in the street and say it's terrible
人们在街上发现了我 并将我拦住 说这真是糟糕
But they don't know you like I knew you and they never will
但他们并不像我那样 了解你的为人 他们永远不会
No one saw the nights turn into day when we were battle rapping
当我们在说唱对决时 无人看见黑夜变成白昼的时刻
No one saw the belly laugh, and every train to somewhere random
无人见到那捧腹大笑 搭乘火车后的目的地 均为随机
No one saw the holidays, and then our first experience clubbing
无人看见那些假期 那时我们第一次尝试在酒吧玩耍
No one knew the things you did for me and never asked for nothing
无人知晓你为我 付出的一切 并未曾要求任何
No one read the conversations of the moves that we were planning
无人读过我们关于后续行动的对话
No one knew about the way you felt the scene, left you abandoned
无人知晓你对这一场景的感受 将你弃之不理
No one knew about your fears ‘cause you would hide them with a smile
无人知晓你的恐惧 因你会用微笑 将之隐藏
No one knew when people took an inch, you would give 'em a mile
无人知晓 当人们为你迈出一尺 你会还给他们一英里
‘Cause that was always Jamal, SB to the crowd
因为那总是珈昴的行为作风 对着人群回击
They used to shout your net worth, but they don't mention it now
他们曾喊出你的净资产 但如今他们已不再提起
They hear about your good deeds and infectious smile
他们听说了你的善行 还有那富有感染力的微笑
A golden heart that's still remembered is worth more than a crown
一颗仍受人铭记 由金石镂出的内心 比王冠更有价值
I promised sixty-four bars and now I keep it to Tanisha
我答应你 六十四个小节 而如今我将它留给了塔妮莎
Mummy, Isaac, the gang, but I just wish that you'd seen it
母亲 艾萨克 还有那个帮派 可我唯独希望你能看到
I can't accept that you're gone, or the grief that I'm feeling
我无法接受你的离去 以及我所感受到的悲伤
I prayed to God for answers but he still won't give me a reason
我向上帝祈求一个答案 可他仍未给我理由
I think about you every day, nothing will take this pain away
我每天都想念着你 没有什么能够消除这种痛苦
I'll keep your legacy amazing, mate
我会将你的精神继承下去 伙计
The conversations at your grave's the only way to be close
如今 在你坟墓上的谈话 是与你亲近唯一方式
I know you'll greet me with a smile on the day that I go
我知道 我离世的那天 你定将微笑着 将我迎接
‘Cause it's been a long night and I cry ‘cause I miss my brother
因为这是个漫长的夜 我啜泣不止 因我想念我的兄弟
And for life, got your sis and mother
然后为了生活 因为还有你的姐姐和妈妈
You know I cry ‘cause I miss my brother
你要知道 我哭是因为我想念我的兄弟
My brother was SBTV
我的兄弟曾创建了SBTV