歌手：mgk
所属专辑：dont let me go
发行时间：2024-02-21
发行公司： EST 19XX, LLC, under exclusive license to Bad Boy/Interscope
歌词：Lately my thoughts eating me alive
近来我思绪如潮 将我生吞活剥
Laid in the bed, thinking maybe the hate will finally go away if I'm not alive
躺在床上 奢望随着生命的消逝 憎恨也能随之消散
Wish I didn't listen, just like they would understand me one time
我多么后悔当初的轻信 以为他们会懂我一次
I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line
我崩溃了 在身上刻满纹身 唯独留下一处空白
Everything's just fine
一切看似安好 却不过是自欺欺人
Sipping again, there I go slipping again, I'm acting different again
再次沉沦酒精的麻醉 一遍遍重蹈覆辙 不复从前的模样
I see my family's reflection every time I look in the cup, and I sip it again
每次饮酒 杯中仿佛映出家人的身影 我却依旧灌下酒水
After the sins, tell me, after all the sins, will I be mentioned again?
犯下累累罪孽后 还有人会记得我吗？
Why do I care, if in the end it's just me and God, like I'm Christian again?
若最终只剩下我和上帝 那我又何必在意别人的看法？
Yeah, Slim bring the beat in
旋律响起 思绪飘散
Before my dad left to serve
父亲离家服役之前
He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want
将我不愿拥有的特质都强加于我身上
I was supposed to die at birth
我本该在出生时就死去
Gave me a chance and I ****ed it up, give me another one
他却给了我一次机会 可我却辜负了这份恩赐 只求再有一次机会
I've been running from secrets I hid as a kid, and I never confronted them
我一直在逃避孩提时代埋藏的秘密 从未正视过那种种
I just called Ma
我后来打电话给母亲
Said I forgive her for not being there when I needed one
说 我原谅她在我需要陪伴时不在身边
I'm coming back, just let me go
我将要回归 请放我走
I'm coming back just let me go, yeah
我将要回归 请放我走
I'm coming back, just let me go
我将要回归 请放我走
I'm coming back, don't let me go
我将要回归 不要放手
Who am I when the music stops
音乐停止 我究竟是谁？
And the character that I've been playing is really just broken and ****ing lost?
一直以来扮演的角色 不过是破碎迷失的真我
I swear, I've been telling you over and over again in all these songs
我发誓 我一遍遍地在歌声中倾诉
But they don't hear nothing I'm writing 'cause they're too busy tryna write me off
可听众只顾着把我定义 从未真正聆听我的心声
And they go on and on and on
他们喋喋不休 永不停歇
It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked
其实 如果我们能坐下来好好谈话
You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable 'cause I blocked it off
你会发现 我只是因为封闭自我而难以袒露心扉
I got trust issues, growing up no one there to hear what I thought
我信任感缺失 童年时无人倾听我的想法
My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid when me and my father fought
年幼时 与父亲的争吵 让我心碎 犹如折断的肋骨
Yeah, I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce, but it's what the doctor gave me
我用难以言喻的药物麻痹自己 但这是医生给的
Rehab patient, with a pen and some paper the psychiatrist keeps evaluating
戒毒病人 拿着笔和纸 任由精神科医生评估
How can I live with the fact that my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby?
当我们失去孩子时 我无法承受没有抚摸她腹中的事实
I don't got no one to turn to 'cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me
我无处可依 养育我的那些人都已离世
Searching for someone to tell me who I really am, I don't know when I look in the mirror
我寻找着能告诉我真实身份的人 每每照镜子 都无法辨认自己
Constantly dreading the day that the audience might not be screaming for me anymore
我始终害怕观众不再为我欢呼的那一天
The feeling of dying alone and not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear
最大的恐惧 是孤独死去 一无所有
Kiss the person that I love as if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door
离开前 我要吻我爱的人 仿佛永不再归
I'm coming back, just let me go
我将要回归 请放我走
I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah
我将要回归 请放我走
I'm coming back, just let me go
我将要回归 请放我走
I'm coming back, don't let me go
我将要回归 不要放手
I'm coming back, just let me go
我将要回归 请放我走
I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah
我将要回归 请放我走
I'm coming back, just let me go
我将要回归 请放我走
I'm coming back, don't let me go
我将要回归 不要放手
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